I had a feeling [have]
That my feelings, thoughts
are expendible
cheap
a low value, grey commodity
I have a feeling [had]
That I encompass uncommon decay and restlesness
and all-seeing codes for spiralling down
into nothing
I had a thought [have]
that all may not be well
that the blue sky outside
is just a facade
I have a thought [had]
that when the wind does blow
there may be a tear[s]
shed.