[No] Horizon

In sea-blue limited floor dredged thoughts

Out of season, harbour, fog to sky

Silhouette of a stranger, poised with gentle dignity

Wind into cliff, into face, into soul

Arms held high, against the insane hugeness of the sky

Voice scattered in the wind, words fluttering around, rushing, confused

One step, two steps, three, no more

more

Ocean crash, life as a car crash, swell, waves, forget

Endless moment of decision, of shadow with no form or memory

Just a drastic foggy brain, holding on to something, anything

waiting for the waves to come in, to subside

but knowing as well

I love the storm

the storm loves me

that black swirling vortex void I can feel in every cell

rushing through my brain, no, through my soul

Standing on the cliff, edge closer, nearer, further

time still yet noisy

subside.